Do you struggle with impossible deadlines?
Do you find your clients are generally unreasonable?
Do you consistently charge ridiculously low rates?
Do you struggle to make a decent living?
Do you rarely charge what you're worth?
Do you have cheapskate clients?
Have you failed to grow your business?
Is a full pipeline a pipedream?
Are most of your clients utterly clueless?
Do you struggle to get noticed?
Are your clients often rude or abusive?
Have you gone months without landing a gig?
If the answer to six or more of those questions is "yes" then your subconscious hates you. You need to prove your subconscious wrong, get out of your own way and start attracting better clients.